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Do you come from on high or out of the abyss
Created on 2007-05-17 15:54:33 (#12964748), last updated 2008-01-14
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Basic Info| Name: | Jane |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 05-30 |
| Location: | The nights of London |
BioMy name to you is Silva, and I am one part of the Sisterhood. One part of five, five of course being the Perfect Number.
My name here, which speaks volumes about myself, comes of course from the divine poet Charles Baudelaire (not to be mistaken for the artist Charon Baudelaire, who too understands the depths of my soul, but in a different way- plus Charles doesn't do gigs anymore)
Forest, I fear you! In my ruined heart
your roaring wakens the same agony
as in cathedrals when the organ moans
and from the depths I hear that I am damned.
Ocean, I hate you! For I recognize
the sobs and insults of my own despair,
the bitter laughter of a beaten man
repeated in the sea's huge gaiety.
Night! You'd please me even more without these stars
which speak a language I know all too well-
I long for darkness, silence,
nothing there. . .
Yet even shadows have their shapes which live
where I imagine them to be,
the hordes of vanished souls
whose eyes acknowledge mine.
My name here, which speaks volumes about myself, comes of course from the divine poet Charles Baudelaire (not to be mistaken for the artist Charon Baudelaire, who too understands the depths of my soul, but in a different way- plus Charles doesn't do gigs anymore)
your roaring wakens the same agony
as in cathedrals when the organ moans
and from the depths I hear that I am damned.
Ocean, I hate you! For I recognize
the sobs and insults of my own despair,
the bitter laughter of a beaten man
repeated in the sea's huge gaiety.
Night! You'd please me even more without these stars
which speak a language I know all too well-
I long for darkness, silence,
nothing there. . .
Yet even shadows have their shapes which live
where I imagine them to be,
the hordes of vanished souls
whose eyes acknowledge mine.
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baudelaire, buffy, demons, dreams, haunted houses, james k baxter, lord byron, lunar cycles, magick, midnight, moon blood, psychics, rock salt, satanism, seances, shades, silver raven wolf, sisters, spirits, supernatural, taghairm, the sisterhood, urban ledgends, vampyres, visions, willow road, witchcraft, wolves
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